If I didn't have school
I could paint all day
cover every wall
every inch
with a piece of my mind
I could get enough sleep
avoid coffee
avoid tea
avoid sugar
and diabetes along with it
I could try cooking
learn to survive
learn to stand
I could keep up with the news
do something about it
I could tell stories
share my thoughts
I could play music
share my soul
I could have a dog
and a cat
to be friends with my guinea pig
I could go out
enjoy the Autumn weather
before the snow hits
or not
I could rest my soul
my mind wouldn't hurt
I could rest my body
my back wouldn't hurt
my arm wouldn't hurt
I could read
every book
I could learn
every opinion
I could do sports
get healthy
get fit
so I don't die early
so I don't have the back of a 30 year old
anymore
If I had time
I would stay in bed
I would feed my stomach
and my soul
I would live
I would feel alive
I would heal
If I had time
I could master every skill
I could master myself
I could master the world
If I had time
