I gained a kilo in Spain because they fed us nothing except french fries, and I've gotten rather...paranoid about it? Sooooo this is a chance for me to work out a bit before school starts.
I'm also getting worried about summer homework. We have too much homework and I've done almost none until now. I don't want to. I seriously don't want to do any homework, but I tell myself I have to and I waste the day by sitting in front of my computer listening to music and finding everything but homework interesting. It's so hard. I can't do anything productive because I have to do homework, so I just end up doing nothing at all. I hate the homework this year too. I wish they either didn't give homework, or gave the homework as 'optional reading'. Because if it's optional reading with no extra scat like making 9 summaries of things I do not need to summarize.
You can freaking read those articles yourself, I don't have to tell you every stupid detail about it, thank you very much. I like reading science magazines on my free time—it's the only mag I read—and I don't want to do it for homework when I'm supposed to be RELAXING from that pain in the butt year.
I wouldn't do any of these if they weren't worth project grades. And that paragraph could have been filled with a lot more anger.
So a guy from camp named Jonny (who probably hates me now) made me listen to lots of metal, and he suggested this one band to me which I have fallen in love with. They're called "Of Mice and Men" and although they're a metal band their singer has an angelic voice and their lyrics are beautiful. Slightly ironic? But they're wonderful. But their music makes me edgy. So this might be why I'm freaking irritated right now. Oh and also the fact that my parents keep trying to talk to me when I have my headphones on so I have to pause the music just to hear them ask an unnecessary question is pissing me off too. Bleh.
I don't want to go back to school. The stress is the least of my worries, there are just people there whose faces I want burned in acid.
Angry kid I've become. I wasn't like this yesterday, I have no idea what happened, I'm sorry.
I felt like posting a little preview of my third chapter. The early patrol idea is Levent's, but the sunrise is mine:
Like on every other planet, sunrises were beautiful on ______ too. The sun crawled out of its’ bed between the two mountains and smiled upon ________. Not many people saw this marvelous sight, as morning came early, but Adrian was one of the few who got up before the sun only to watch the sunrise. Being a pilot for the military, and at a time like this when the security of the castle was first priority, he had to go out on patrols at certain times of the day. The pilots had to fly outside the castle’s own radars’ range to check even further. Adrian thought it was ridiculous, but he enjoyed watching the sky change colours from the dark purple of the night to a bright red blanket around the white sun, and finally lilac. Some days he didn’t bother taking his jet, and slightly transformed into his animal—a small lizard with wide wings—so that his wings sprouted from his back and he could fly to a Northern city and spend the rest of the day there until his second shift, when he would come back.
The joy of flying came from many things—the speed, adrenalin, the excitement of making a vital choice in a matter of seconds, but nothing could compare to the chilly breeze on his hair, blowing his fringe back, whipping his feathers around, straining his back and his wings, it was the best thing in the world.
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